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| I'm a dumbfuck who needs to stop stealing friends and needs to die.
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| HOLY HOLLY!! it's been a long time since i've updated, that's for sure. well, meh birthday is tomorrow. . .man, i just don't get it!! year after year after year, november 29 rolls around and suddenly i'm one year older. WTF??!!??!! EH?!?!?! how does that work? well it's sum pretty crazy shit but no matter wat i do. . .oh well. .w/e. . .christmas is coming so everybody shape up and look happy, mmkay? it's all about the attitude. . .damn i sound like a fortune cookie, er sumthin screwy. . .but that's okay, i gess. . .umm well, i'm starting a new book tomorrow and it's got to be my craziest idea yet. i'm going to keep a journal for the next year, year anda half-ish, and try to turn my life into some crazy-ass book. . .i'm starting to think it's a failed attempt already tho bcuz i've just recently realized that i don't know how to keep a journal, but i'm going to try anyway. . .why not just skip the journal? well, the reason i'm keeping the journal part is because i'm trying to keep it as real as possible, because generally, people tend to like thing that they can relate to, and the more real the story is, the easier they'll be able to relate. . .hmm. . .well, friends, i will keep you all posted. maybe nxt time i'll think of something more interesting to tell you about. . .other than the fact that i can't remember my stupid e-mail password. . . oh well. . .see ya love  day | | |
| this really sucks. . . it's so boring. . .i feel cut off from everyone. so if i said i was coming back to live with KERRIE, duzzat mean i'm too attatched to everyone? or the place? or the teachers at skewl? (kinda screwwy that i miss skewel ain't it? . . .lol. . .) or mebbe is it dat i'm just so lonely where i'm at now? it's great over there but it's just not good for me to be alone like that. . . i hate this. it all just bites so hard. damn this hurts like hell. . .if i come back to kerrie's, i'll be giving up a lot, the harley, the opportunity to paint my own room however i want, my dog, but most of all. . . . .my daddy. . . *tear* but i'm trying to figure out if i'm losing more by staying there or coming back here. . . help me out guys. . . but i'm at kerrie's till wednesday, so yeah. i'm hangin wit alex till sunday tho. she's stayin here till sunday. well, it's good to hear from those of you who RESPONDED!! evie, kiwi, kitty, toby. *sigh* but i must say i miss you all terribly and it's killing me, seriously. i can't eat, i can't sleep, i can't function properly. i feel so lost without you guys. . . and it just hurts so bad, missing all of you this badly. T_T . . . *sob.sob.tear* and besides, i kinda hafta come home. at my little cousins's (jack & olivia) birthday, gage was crying, begging me to come home, and come live with him. and they told me that he had been saving snaks for me to have when i came back, i started crying. yeah, I was CRYING. there. . . you all happy now? i confessed. i cried, okay? XP so if you ain't got nothin nice to say, y'all can just BITE ME!!!!!! but anywayz, i got to go. it's alex's turn. but iono wat's gonna happen next. . .my nana's got. . . o.o help. . .
see ya, luv ya
 ~dayday out~
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| this really sucks. . . it's so boring. . .i feel cut off from everyone. so if i said i was coming back to live with KERRIE, duzzat mean i'm too attatched to everyone? or the place? or the teachers at skewl? (kinda screwwy that i miss skewel ain't it? . . .lol. . .) or mebbe is it dat i'm just so lonely where i'm at now? it's great over there but it's just not good for me to be alone like that. . . i hate this. it all just bites so hard. damn this hurts like hell. . .if i come back to kerrie's, i'll be giving up a lot, the harley, the opportunity to paint my own room however i want, my dog, but most of all. . . . .my daddy. . . *tear* but i'm trying to figure out if i'm losing more by staying there or coming back here. . . help me out guys. . . but i'm at kerrie's till wednesday, so yeah. i'm hangin wit alex till sunday tho. she's stayin here till sunday. well, it's good to hear from those of you who RESPONDED!! evie, kiwi, kitty, toby. *sigh* but i must say i miss you all terribly and it's killing me, seriously. i can't eat, i can't sleep, i can't function properly. i feel so lost without you guys. . . and it just hurts so bad, missing all of you this badly. T_T . . . *sob.sob.tear* and besides, i kinda hafta come home. at my little cousins's (jack & olivia) birthday, gage was crying, begging me to come home, and come live with him. and they told me that he had been saving snaks for me to have when i came back, i started crying. yeah, I was CRYING. there. . . you all happy now? i confessed. i cried, okay? XP so if you ain't got nothin nice to say, y'all can just BITE ME!!!!!! but anywayz, i got to go. it's alex's turn. but iono wat's gonna happen next. . .my nana's got. . . o.o help. . .
see ya, luv ya
~dayday out~
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| this really sucks. . . it's so boring. . .i feel cut off from everyone. so if i said i was coming back to live with KERRIE, duzzat mean i'm too attatched to everyone? or the place? or the teachers at skewl? (kinda screwwy that i miss skewel ain't it? . . .lol. . .) or mebbe is it dat i'm just so lonely where i'm at now? it's great over there but it's just not good for me to be alone like that. . . i hate this. it all just bites so hard. damn this hurts like hell. . .if i come back to kerrie's, i'll be giving up a lot, the harley, the opportunity to paint my own room however i want, my dog, but most of all. . . . .my daddy. . . *tear* but i'm trying to figure out if i'm losing more by staying there or coming back here. . . help me out guys. . . but i'm at kerrie's till wednesday, so yeah. i'm hangin wit alex till sunday tho. she's stayin here till sunday. well, it's good to hear from those of you who RESPONDED!! evie, kiwi, kitty, toby. *sigh* but i must say i miss you all terribly and it's killing me, seriously. i can't eat, i can't sleep, i can't function properly. i feel so lost without you guys. . . and it just hurts so bad, missing all of you this badly. T_T . . . *sob.sob.tear* and besides, i kinda hafta come home. at my little cousins's (jack & olivia) birthday, gage was crying, begging me to come home, and come live with him. and they told me that he had been saving snaks for me to have when i came back, i started crying. yeah, I was CRYING. there. . . you all happy now? i confessed. i cried, okay? XP so if you ain't got nothin nice to say, y'all can just BITE ME!!!!!! but anywayz, i got to go. it's alex's turn. but iono wat's gonna happen next. . .my nana's got. . . o.o help. . .
see ya, luv ya
~dayday out~
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